Love, Never-Ending_Flash Me Photos Portfolio 1 Read online

  My mother nodded. “It probably would be easier to get a new place, that way you could all have input on where things go so it would feel more like your home collectively and not just Symon’s.”

  My eyebrows rose impossibly higher at that. Was my mother actually accepting the fact that I had two boyfriends who I planned on keeping in my life forever? She’d been good on the phone about it, but I really thought she was going to fight me on it. She fought me on everything, especially the men I’d previously dated. Which could only mean… she liked my boyfriends. Like, really liked them.

  Tanner said, “That’s a good point. It could be kinda fun to decorate together, too.”

  Jax grinned at Tanner. “True. But I think Sy and I will have to do most of the decorating.”

  “What’s that supposed to mean?” Tanner frowned.

  Jax’s grin grew a little. “It means that your apartment looks like a dorm room. There’s no way I’m living in a place that looks like that.”

  Tanner opened his mouth, but I jumped in before he could say anything. “He kinda has a point, big guy. Your apartment is pretty bare and nothing matches.”

  Tanner crossed his arms over his chest. “I haven’t had time to properly decorate it.”

  “Keep telling yourself that,” Jax said with a small laugh.

  I looked over at my mom and she smiled at me, a real, true smile that told me all I needed to know. My mother liked my boyfriends. She actually liked them. Oh my god, I felt like I could just melt into a puddle of relief right there at the table.

  My mom interrupted Jax and Tanner’s good-natured bickering. “Are you going to be okay with that pig Symon’s always talking about getting?”

  Jax chuckled and Tanner shot me a smile as he answered her, “Yep. We’re fully aware that Symon comes with a pig warning.”

  I laughed and smacked his arm. “Shut up.”

  My mother grinned at me. “So do you boys want kids?”

  “Mom!”

  Tanner answered immediately, “I’d love to have kids someday.”

  Jax said, “Me too. I’ve always wanted to have a family.”

  I glanced between my guys, then smiled a little. “I want kids one day, too.” They both smiled at me and something settled in my chest. I was really going to make a future with these guys. We were going to become a family. And I couldn’t wait to talk to them about it. I just needed my mother to get the hell out of my apartment so I could.

  She was driving me crazy, but everything she was saying was… kinda making me think about the future and making me want to plan ahead. So maybe she was doing it on purpose because she loved me. Maybe it was her way of helping me out. When I looked at her and she winked at me, I rolled my eyes but smiled. That was definitely what she was doing. Crazy lady.

  As I watched my boyfriends throughout the night, I couldn’t imagine my life without them. Never in a million years did I think I’d end up with not just one amazing man, but two incredible men. I loved them both more than I ever thought possible, and I planned to show them every single day for the rest of our lives.

  Tanner

  As soon as Symon’s mother walked out the door, I pulled Sy into a long kiss, then grabbed Jax and kissed him, too. I’d been dying to get them alone for hours. After Symon’s mother had grilled us, I got to thinking, and now I just wanted to talk everything out with my boyfriends.

  Jax shot me a smile, then looked at Symon. “Your mom was nice.”

  Sy snorted. “Nice. Right. Haha.”

  I chuckled at that. “She was nice. Just being protective of you. She loves you a lot.”

  Sy nodded. “I know.” He pecked my lips, then pecked Jax’s. “She did bring up a good point, though.”

  “Oh yeah, what’s that?” Jax smirked.

  “About us moving in together. I mean… what did you think about that?”

  I smiled slowly. “I liked that idea.”

  “Me too,” Jax said with a grin.

  Symon nodded, looking thoughtful. He walked over and leaned against the kitchen island. “Does that mean you guys want to try living together?”

  I walked over to him and caged him in so I could look directly into his eyes. I leaned close enough that he could feel my breath, but my body wasn’t touching him. “I would love to live with you.”

  He put his palms on my chest. “Really?”

  I nodded. “Yes, my angel. I think it would be great.”

  He smiled at me, then looked over at Jax. “What about you?”

  Jax puffed out his cheeks. “Honestly, I would love it, but… I’m scared.”

  I turned to face him. “What are you scared of?”

  He looked at me with a hurt expression on his face, and he chewed on the inside of his cheek, clearly battling with something.

  “Talk to us,” Symon whispered.

  Jax looked at him. “The last time I made plans to move in with someone, he left me.”

  I closed my eyes as the hurt and guilt ran through me. Of course, Jax would be upset by this. Of course, he would. I left him two weeks before we were supposed to move in together. God, that had been such a dick move. I was an asshole. Such a huge asshole.

  “I’m sorry, Jax,” I said.

  Jax nodded. “I know you are. I don’t need you to keep apologizing; I just need you to be sure this is what you want, and I need both of you to understand that if we’re going to do this, I’m probably going to be a nervous wreck until we’re actually inside the apartment and all moved in. I’m just… I’m just afraid the same thing is going to happen, you know? I want to believe it isn’t, but there’s a small part of me that’s still afraid you’re going to take off again. I’m sorry, I can’t control it.”

  “It’s not your fault, Jax, it’s mine.”

  Symon stepped in front of Jax and cupped his cheeks. “I know you’re scared, but I want you to know that I love you. I love you so much. I would never hurt you or leave you. And neither would Tanner, not anymore. Our love is never-ending, remember? We’re here to stay, Romeo. You’re a part of us, and we’re never letting you go.”

  Jax nodded and pulled him into a hug. I stepped in and hugged Jax from behind. After a few seconds, Jax started wiggling his ass against me, making my cock perk up and take notice. He and Symon started kissing and before I knew it, the two of them were rutting against each other, making me moan at the sight of them and the feel of Jax’s ass rubbing on my cock.

  Jax suddenly lifted Symon into his arms and walked forward with Sy wrapping his legs around his waist. I followed them over as Jax set Symon on the kitchen island counter and pulled Sy’s shirt up over his head. Sy reached down and pulled Jax’s shirt off, then playfully threw it at me. I caught it against my chest and grinned at them before walking closer. I went to the other side of the island and pulled Symon down so he was lying flat, and I bent over to kiss him upside down. He smiled against my lips and dug his fingers into my hair. When he moaned loudly into my mouth, I looked over to see Jax with Sy’s pants around his thighs and his cock in his mouth.

  Jax pulled off Sy and said in a hoarse voice, “Tan, come get me ready. I want you inside me tonight.”

  “Are you sure?” I asked even though I was dying to fuck his brains out.

  “Yes.”

  I kissed Symon again before walking around to the other side of the island. I took in Symon’s mostly-naked body spread out on the counter like a fucking buffet of deliciousness, and I groaned and had to press on my cock through my jeans. It was already aching. I immediately pulled Jax’s pants down and kissed down his back before shoving my face in between his ass cheeks.

  “Oh fuck,” he gasped.

  I smiled and sucked his hole, then shoved my tongue inside him. He moaned, and I heard the slurping sounds from him sucking Sy’s cock back into his mouth. I licked and sucked and fucked his ass with my tongue for several minutes before Jax passed me a bottle of lube. Apparently, Symon had reached down into a cabinet in the island for it. I’d forgotten th
at he’d gone around the apartment and stashed lube in just about every single room.

  I poured some onto my fingers, then pressed a finger into Jax’s hole and we both groaned. He was still sucking off Symon and I wanted to see, so I kissed up Jax’s body and pressed a second finger into his ass. I looked over Jax’s shoulder and moaned at the sight of Symon writhing on the counter, looking flushed and completely blissed out, his freckles and pink skin on display. Mmm.

  “He’s so beautiful,” I whispered to Jax.

  “He is,” Jax breathed out when he popped off Sy’s cock. He sucked him right back into his mouth.

  I added a third finger into Jax’s ass and used my other hand to unbutton my jeans and free my cock. I pushed my pants down to my thighs and pumped myself a few times while looking at how beautiful and sexy Jax and Symon looked together.

  “I’m ready, doll face,” Jax said, making me snort at that pet name he sometimes used for me. He looked at Symon. “I want you to fuck my mouth while he fucks my ass.”

  Symon nodded and braced his hands and feet on the counter.

  I poured some lube on my dick—we’d all gotten tested and were healthy, so we’d been going bareback, and it was fucking amazing. I pressed into Jax and we both moaned, and when I tried to pause my movement, he didn’t let me. He kept pressing back until I was all the way inside of him. I leaned forward and rested my forehead on his back while I tried to regain control. I didn’t want to come before I had a chance to make Jax come.

  Finally, I started moving, slowly at first, but when Jax started pressing back forcefully, I sped up and deepened my thrusts. Symon leaned up on his elbows so he could make eye contact with me while he fucked Jax’s mouth. His cheeks were red, his freckles were standing out, and his hair was a mess. He looked gorgeous and I really wanted to kiss him, but his mouth was too far away, so I had to settle for grabbing one of his hands and lacing our fingers together.

  Jax’s ass was so fucking tight and hot, and he was pushing back into me with so much force, I knew there was no way I’d last very long. I reached around Jax’s body and found his cock, pumping it in time with my thrusts. I sped up even more, fucking him as hard as I could because I couldn’t hold back any longer. The feel of Jax and the sight of both of them were just too much to take. Symon suddenly threw his head back, moaning loudly, his body quaking under Jax. Seeing him lose control made me lose the battle, and I shot my load into Jax as my own body quaked, and I saw stars behind my eyelids. I kept pumping Jax and after a few more pumps, he came all over my hand and the side of the island. His ass spasmed around me and made a shiver of pleasure run through my body. Holy fuck did that feel good.

  Jax laid his head on Symon’s thigh, and I laid my head on Jax’s back as all three of us caught our breath. Symon sat up and ran his hands through each of our hair. “I love you both.”

  I stood up and leaned in to finally kiss him. “I love you too.”

  Jax leaned up and said, “I love you both.” Then he kissed Symon and when they broke their kiss, he looked over his shoulder to kiss me. I could taste Symon’s cum on his tongue, and I groaned into his mouth. Jax smiled against my lips before breaking the kiss. “Our love is never-ending, baby.”

  I smiled at that. “Never-ending.”

  Symon whispered, “Never-ending.”

  I leaned back over to kiss the side of Sy’s mouth, then I slowly pulled out of Jax and he straightened up saying, “I’m gonna go clean up.” He stepped out of his pants and ran into the bathroom, so I stepped closer to Symon.

  I kissed him softly, then ran my hands over his skin. “You’re so beautiful.”

  I heard him gasp a little like he always did when he received a compliment. “Thank you, Tanner. You’re beautiful, too.”

  I snorted at that. “Right. So beautiful with all these damn scars.”

  Symon’s brow furrowed. “You are beautiful, Tanner. Your scars just show what a survivor you are.”

  “They’re ugly.”

  “Don’t say that. They’re a part of you and nothing, absolutely nothing about you is ugly.”

  He looked so serious I knew he truly believed that. My eyes softened. “Thank you, angel. You’re sweet.”

  “No, I’m honest.”

  I cupped his cheeks and kissed him. Sy wrapped his arms and legs around my waist, so I lifted him off the counter and headed toward the bedroom. Jax walked out of the bathroom, so I muttered, “Bedtime,” and he chuckled and followed behind.

  When I laid Symon on the bed, he looked up at me and Jax and whispered, “Don’t ever leave.”

  “We’re not going anywhere.”

  Sy shook his head. “No, I mean, don’t ever go home. Move in. Here. At least until we can find a bigger place. Just don’t… don’t leave. I want to go to bed every single night and know you’ll both be here in the morning with me.”

  I grinned and leaned down to kiss him. “I’d love to move in with you.”

  Jax laid on the bed beside Sy and kissed his cheek. “When do you want us to move in?”

  “Right now.”

  Jax and I both laughed, and Jax brushed the hair off Symon’s forehead. “I’m in, pumpkin.”

  Sy’s whole face lit up. “Really?”

  Jax nodded, then they both looked at me, so I laid next to them and whispered, “Nothing would make me happier.”

  Symon laughed and grabbed the back of my neck, pulling me in for a kiss as he climbed over me. And when he broke away, Jax was right there to take his place, kissing me with desire.

  When I’d moved back to Baltimore, never in my wildest imagination did I think that I’d be with the two men of my dreams.

  Epilogue

  Six Months Later

  Jax

  “You know,” Symon said from his spot on the floor in front of the couch, “it really sucks that we can’t get married.”

  I was lying on the couch, running my fingers through his hair. He’d let it grow out a little in all of the craziness of our move. We’d found a really great condo not far from either workplace. It was a ground floor, three-bedroom, two-bath condo with a den. It was in a newer development, so the grounds and the interior were absolutely gorgeous. All three of us had fallen in love with the place as soon as we’d seen it, so we bought it together. We’d moved in four weeks ago, so we were finally getting settled into the place.

  “Actually,” Tanner said from where he lay with his head on Symon’s lap, “there’s nothing that says we can’t get married, it just wouldn’t be legalized.”

  “What do you mean?” Sy was absentmindedly tracing Tanner’s scars on his biceps.

  I turned on my side a little. “It would be a commitment ceremony, not an actual marriage. But you know, a commitment ceremony would be just as binding in my eyes as a legal marriage would be. It would be a way to announce our love and commitment for each other in front of our friends and family.”

  Symon leaned his head back to look up at me. “Does that mean you want to do one?”

  I only hesitated for a brief second, because honestly, what was there to think about? “Yes. I want to do one whenever you two are ready.”

  Symon grabbed my hand and kissed my palm, then looked down at Tanner. “What about you, teddy bear?”

  “I’d do it in a heartbeat.”

  “Really?” I asked him.

  “Without question.”

  I blinked a couple times. “Let’s do it, then.”

  “What? When?” Symon tilted his head back to me.

  “We can plan a reception and everything.” I leaned over and kissed his lips. “Will you marry me?”

  He grinned. “Yes.”

  I leaned farther down and kissed Tanner. “Will you marry me?”

  “Yes.” He sent me a soft smile, then grabbed Sy’s neck and pulled him down to kiss. “Will you marry me?”

  Symon let out a cute laugh. “Yes.”

  Tanner smiled widely. “Well, then. Looks like we’re getting married.”

 
; “Do we get rings?”

  I chuckled. “Yes, pumpkin, we get rings.”

  “Sweet.”

  “Actually, what if we got them tattooed on? We can get the jewelry, too, if you want, but it’d be pretty cool to have the rings tattooed on, I think.” I went back to playing with Sy’s hair.

  “Like just a line around our fingers?”

  I snorted. “No, they would have a design, but it’d be a tattoo.”

  “I like that idea.”

  “Me too.”

  Tanner’s phone suddenly pinged, and he grabbed it from where it’d been discarded on the end table earlier, then he looked at me with a huge-ass grin. “It’s here!”

  “Oh, shit. Really?”

  He nodded. “Yeah. Take him in the bedroom so I can bring everything in.”

  “What?” Symon looked between Tanner and me. “What are you guys talking about?”

  I sent him an innocent smile—or as innocent as I could muster. “A surprise.”

  Sy crossed his arms over his chest. “I hate surprises.”

  I laughed. “You’ll like this one, I swear.” I got up and pulled him off the floor and into our bedroom as Tanner walked out the front door.

  Symon glared at me. “Tell me what’s going on.”

  I shook my head. “No can do. Just wait a couple minutes. It shouldn’t take Tan long to bring it inside.”

  “Why’d I have to hide in the bedroom?”

  “Because he has to bring other stuff in first, and we want you to be surprised. Now shush.” I leaned in to kiss his frowning lips, then laughed at the adorable face he was making.

  A couple of minutes later, Tanner knocked on the bedroom door, so I opened it and as soon as Tan walked through, Symon squealed like a fucking banshee. “Oh my god!” He ran over and pulled the little creature out of Tanner’s arms. “You got me a pet pig!”