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  I didn’t know what he meant at first, but then I felt Jax roll a condom onto my cock and apply lube. Then Symon grabbed my arm, pulling my fingers out of him. He grabbed ahold of my cock, pressed a lingering kiss to my mouth, then sat up completely, on his knees and placed my cock at his entrance. He pressed down until my cock broke through that ring of muscles and he stilled. Jax whispered something to Symon, but I didn’t hear it because I was too far gone at seeing Symon over top of me like this again, seeing him so eager to take my cock. I’d thought the other night would be the last time I’d ever take him. He kissed Jax as he lowered himself a little more with his hands on my chest for balance.

  And as Symon continued to oh-so-fucking-slowly lower himself onto my cock, Jax bent down and kissed me, then licked and nipped at my neck and chest. He sucked on my nipples as Symon took me all the way to the hilt. Symon held still and Jax sat up so Sy could kiss me. I closed my eyes and held him to me, kissing him back with everything I had. And when he sat back up, Jax was kneeling by my head. I immediately grabbed his cock and licked it before arching my head back to take him as far into my mouth as I could. Jax and Symon kissed over top of me again, and Sy slowly moved on my dick. I moaned around Jax’s cock in my throat and he groaned in answer. He tasted fucking amazing, and Sy felt so fucking hot and tight on my cock.

  Symon slowly started speeding up, and Jax started pumping his hips a little bit at a time. I held onto the base of his cock so he didn’t go too deep, and I rolled his balls in my fingers. Fuck, I was gonna come again before either one of them had a chance to come even once. Jax pulled himself out of my mouth, and I whimpered at the loss of that connection with him, that loss of his flavor. He leaned down and kissed me upside down and whispered, “Shhh, it’s okay, baby.” Then he laid himself down beside me and kissed my mouth as he reached between my legs and fondled my balls as Sy started bouncing harder and faster on my cock. Jax reached farther down and pushed his finger into my hole and started fucking my ass with his finger to the same beat Symon’s ass was taking my cock, Jax’s finger was hitting my prostate every time and sending shocks through me. They both kept it up, and Symon played with my nipples on top of everything else.

  Suddenly I couldn’t take it anymore, and I grabbed Sy’s hips, thrusting deep into him and my body shivered and quivered under him. My world tilted on its axis as pleasure flooded my system. As soon as I calmed, Jax smiled against my lips, pecked a kiss on them, then sat up and climbed behind Symon. Sy pulled me out of his ass, grabbed the condom and threw it, then leaned forward so he was on his hands and knees over top of me. He kissed me and groaned into my mouth, and I realized that Jax was kneeling over my legs and that he’d pressed his sheathed cock into Symon’s ass, fucking him over me.

  I grabbed onto Symon’s neck and deepened our kiss as Jax pounded him hard. I reached between us and grabbed Sy’s cock, pumping it in time with Jax’s thrusts and only a minute later, Symon was spilling his seed all over my stomach and chest. I heard Jax moan and groan behind Sy, so I knew he was coming, too. When they both finished, Symon collapsed on my chest, and Jax lay on top of Sy’s back. The body weight constricted my breathing, but I didn’t want either of them to move. I wanted to stay that way, with them, all fucking day long.

  Unfortunately, they knew I needed to breathe, and they both got up after a few minutes. Sy went into the bathroom and returned with a wet washcloth that he used to clean his cum off my chest and stomach while Jax took care of his condom and the one Sy had thrown on the floor. I didn’t move a muscle until they both stood there, staring at me. I leaned up on my elbows and asked, “What?”

  Sy asked, “Can we stay for a while, maybe stay the night?”

  I chuckled and plopped back down. “Obviously. Stay today, stay the night, stay forever.” Okay, so apparently good sex makes me blurt out every single thing I think.

  Sy climbed onto the bed and into my arms. “I would like that.”

  I pulled him into a hug and kissed the top of his head with a smile. This was the first time he’d climbed into my arms like this after sex. Only once or twice had he rolled into me in his sleep and ended up on my chest, but after sex, he always went to Jax. Maybe because he’d been afraid to come to me when I hadn’t been a part of them. But now, I figured this was his way of showing me that I was, in fact, a part of them. It helped settle me.

  Jax leaned over the bed and kissed each of our temples. “I don’t know about you two, but I’m starving. I’m gonna go eat some of that pizza. Why don’t you two join me in a little while when you’re finished?”

  Symon moved his head so he could get a better look at Jax. “Are you sure?”

  Jax smiled at him. “Yes, pumpkin. You both look so happy. I want to climb into bed with you, but I haven’t eaten anything today, so my stomach is eating itself right now.”

  Symon grabbed Jax’s neck and pulled him down to kiss his lips. “Go eat, then, Romeo.”

  Jax smiled, then looked at me and winked before throwing on his boxer briefs and heading out of the room. I pulled Sy closer to my side and kissed his forehead, then tilted his chin up and softly kissed his lips. When we broke apart, Symon smiled at me and whispered, “Hi.”

  A flutter went crazy in my chest. “Hi.”

  Jax

  When I walked out of the room and heard them kiss before Symon whispered “Hi” to Tanner, I couldn’t help but smile. I hadn’t been lying when I’d said that I was hungry, but I’d also used it as an excuse to put a little distance between Tanner and me. It wasn’t that I wasn’t feeling things for him. In fact, it was the complete opposite; I was feeling way, way too many things for him. The truth was that I was scared because of what he’d done the last time. I knew I needed to talk to him about it, but I didn’t want to ruin the mood. Plus, I could see how much Symon cuddling up to him had meant to him. And I figured the two of them could use a few minutes alone together. Although, we’d probably have to have a discussion about our expectations in terms of what happened between any two of us when one wasn’t around. There was probably a bunch of things we needed to discuss. But that could wait until they were ready to venture out into the living room.

  I grabbed a plate and a soda from the kitchen, then threw three slices of pepperoni pizza on my plate and sat down on the couch. I flipped the TV on while I ate. I could hear Tanner and Symon muttering and occasionally laughing in the bedroom and it made me smile. I was so happy they got along; it made me hopeful that this triad relationship could really work.

  By the time Symon and Tanner came out of the bedroom, I was on my second plate of pizza. Tanner came out first, wearing just his boxers, and smiled at me before heading into the kitchen. Symon stood at the end of the hall in his boxer briefs and sent me a shy smile before walking over, sitting beside me and asking, “Are you okay, Romeo?”

  “I’m good. Why don’t you grab some food? I know you’re hungry.”

  “I will. I wanted to check on you first.”

  I smiled at that and kissed his cheek. “Go grab a plate and come back in here.”

  He sent me a soft smile before hopping up and meeting Tanner at the table since Tanner had brought him out a plate and a soda already. When they walked into the living room, Symon sat beside me with Tanner beside him. Tanner had paused mid-step before sitting beside Sy. It wasn’t like he’d fit on my other side since I was almost in the corner, anyway, but it’d been kinda funny to see him contemplate who he’d sit next to. He was still nervous—and we needed to rectify that. All three of us needed to be on equal ground or this wasn’t going to work.

  When Tanner pulled Symon into his side a little, Sy murmured, “You’re like my own personal teddy bear.”

  Tanner snorted out a laugh and kissed Sy’s cheek before going back to eating. I couldn’t help but smile at them.

  I let them finish eating before I said anything. “I was thinking that maybe we should set some ground rules so we’re all on the same page and no one ends up with hurt feelings or anything.
”

  Symon set his plate down, then tucked his feet under himself, turning a little to face me. “Okay. Like what?”

  Tanner put his plate down as well, then scooted closer to Symon so Sy ended up leaning back against his chest a little. I grabbed Symon’s hand with one of mine, and when Tanner put his arm on the back of the couch, I reached up and laced the fingers of my free hand with his so we were all connected in some way. Tanner smiled at me as Symon rested further into him.

  I looked into each of their eyes and took a deep breath before starting, “I don’t want to make anyone uncomfortable, but I think this is important. How do you guys feel about sex? Erm, I mean, if only two of us are together because the other is busy or whatever. Do we limit what we’re allowed to do? And if so, how much do we limit it to? Can we kiss, hug, fuck, what?”

  Symon’s cheeks flushed and I smiled at him. He was so damn cute. But I knew he wasn’t comfortable with this conversation, so I didn’t want to make him go first. I decided to tell them my thoughts on the subject. “So for me, it doesn’t bother me if you guys want to kiss or hug or fuck or cuddle on the couch. I kind of like the idea of you guys being yourselves together and acting like you would if it was only the two of you dating. But that being said, I would also understand if one or both of you don’t like that, and I won’t be offended if you want to put some rules in place. I don’t want anyone feeling left out or anything like that.”

  Tanner cleared his throat. “I would be okay with that, but, um, if we go that way, could we just agree that if one of us becomes uncomfortable with something we can discuss this again and put rules in place if necessary?”

  I nodded. “Of course. It might take a little while for us to figure this thing out.” I squeezed Symon’s hand. “What do you think, Sy?”

  He looked at me for a second, then chewed on his bottom lip while staring at the coffee table. He blew out a slow breath. “I think I’m okay with it. But honestly, I’ve never done anything like this before, so I can’t say for sure. I like Tanner’s idea, though.”

  Tanner kissed the side of Sy’s head.

  I nodded. “Okay, good. I think that we need to be very open and clear with each other. If anything is bothering you, you need to speak up.”

  Tanner said, “What about maybe telling the third person that the other two had sex? Just so it doesn’t feel like anyone is hiding anything. If they know, maybe they’ll still feel like a part of it.”

  “That’s a good idea, but…” Symon took a deep breath. “Not like having to tell every time we kiss or something, right?”

  “How about just all sexual acts?”

  I nodded. “I like that. Okay, great. Anything else you guys can think of?”

  Symon chewed on his lips again, so I figured there was something else on his mind, but I gave him a bit to figure it out. “What do we tell people?”

  I took a deep breath and looked at Tanner for help, but he looked just as concerned about the answer as Symon was. How did I become the go-to for this? I guess I have done this before. I puffed out my cheeks before answering. “Um, maybe that we’re all… boyfriends?” It sounded like a question because it totally was.

  “Boyfriends?” Sy asked.

  I nodded. “Or would you prefer partners? Or either of them maybe?”

  Symon nodded. “I like either… I have two boyfriends. Wow, that’s… weird.”

  I chuckled, but cut it off when I saw Tanner’s face. “What’s wrong, Tan?”

  Sy looked over his shoulder at Tanner, who had closed his eyes and was taking deep breaths. Sy let go of my hand to turn around and kneel on the couch in front of Tanner. He cupped Tanner’s cheeks and whispered, “What’s wrong, Tan? What happened?”

  Tanner slowly opened his eyes, and when he focused on Symon, he let out a huge breath before pulling Sy to him and tucking his face against Sy’s neck. Without looking at me, Tanner grabbed my shoulder and pulled me in, too. Tanner whispered, “I’m sorry, I just… I never thought you guys would want me.”

  I got off the couch and walked around to squeeze behind Tanner so Sy and I could hold him between us and offer him our strength. I nuzzled into Tanner’s neck and held him tight. My arms were around both of them, squeezing the three of us together and making sure they knew I was here for them, no matter what.

  God, I was already so far gone over them both.

  Tanner lifted his head after a while and kissed first Symon’s lips, then mine. The three of us settled on the couch together, wrapped and tangled in a giant knot of limbs, and we stayed that way while we watched a movie. Afterward, Tanner led us both back to his bedroom where we fell into a heap of tongues and kisses and body parts. I licked and kissed every inch of skin I could find, and the three of us brought each other to a sated bliss before we fell asleep, still tangled together. It was pretty damn perfect.

  Chapter Fourteen

  Symon

  Waking up surrounded by Tanner and Jax was nothing new, except this morning, it felt different because Tanner was finally a part of us. I was beyond excited and nervous about it, too. All of the dreaming I’d done about having him be a part of my and Jax’s relationship was finally coming true.

  This morning, the three of us had breakfast together, then showered together—no easy feat—before Jax left to run home to change for work. Since I hadn’t had my car, Tanner drove me home to get changed, then he insisted we drive in together to work. I’d relented—even though I wasn’t thrilled about being car-less at work—because he’d just looked so damn adorable and excited this morning. He’d been happier than I’d ever seen him. And he’d snuck kisses on my mouth—and Jax’s before he’d left—all damn morning. It was amazing.

  When we walked into the locker room, we were both laughing. I stopped at my locker and Tanner leaned in to kiss my cheek before walking the few lockers down to his own. I heard someone clear their throat, and I whipped my head around to find Sady staring at me with wide eyes. She leaned in and whispered, “I thought you were with Jax?”

  I bit back my smile. “I am.” I didn’t think Sady would judge me, so I wasn’t too worried, but this was going to be a little weird. Maybe it would give me some practice so I could build up the courage to tell my mother. God, that’s going to be an awful conversation.

  Her eyes flitted between Tanner and me before narrowing. “Then what’s this? Are you cheating on him?” Man, she sounded pissed.

  “No, I’m with Tanner, too.”

  Her eyes widened further and her nostrils flared. “And they know about each other?”

  Tanner leaned over and gently pressed her chin to close her gaping mouth as he said, “Actually, all three of us are together. You know, like a throuple, three-way, triad, together kind of way.”

  She blinked, then looked at me for confirmation, so I nodded and chewed on my lip. She stood there for a long moment before shaking her head and sighing. “Oh. Well, good. I thought you were cheating or something.” She waved her hand toward Tanner as she spoke to me. “You sure do know how to pick the sexy ones, that’s for sure.”

  I laughed a little, then leaned over and gave her a little hug. “Thanks for not being an ass about this.”

  She just shrugged with a smile, then patted my shoulder and walked out of the room, saying, “I don’t care what you do, I just don’t condone cheating… or lying. I’ll see ya boys in the breakroom.”

  “If only it could be that easy to tell my mom… or Joel, for that matter,” I sighed and turned back to my locker.

  “Yeah, I know what you mean. My dad is going to go ballistic. I think my brothers will be okay, but my dad is going to want to kick my ass.” Tanner blew out a loud breath.

  I looked over at him. “Please don’t let that stop you from being with us.” My voice came out quieter than I’d intended.

  He froze and stared at me with wide eyes. “I promise you I won’t. I learned my lesson the hard way. I lost Jax once; I don’t plan on losing him again, and I certainly don’t plan on lo
sing you, either. I have even more to lose this time. My father has no control over my decisions, okay? Not anymore.”

  I walked closer to him and grabbed his suspenders, stepping into his space. I played with the suspenders for a minute, then looked up into his pretty eyes. “I’m glad to hear it because… I really want this to work out, Tan.” I looked back down, fiddling with his straps. “I can be there when you tell them if you want.” I tilted my head up. “If you feel like you need some support, I can come with you or hold your hand while you tell them over the phone or whatever you need.”

  He searched my eyes for a few seconds before suddenly grabbing my face and kissing me. I gasped in surprise and he pushed his tongue into my mouth, making me moan and tighten my hold on his straps so I didn’t fall backward. He kept one hand cupping my cheek and wrapped the other behind me, holding me up against him while he kissed the hell out of me. He kissed me like he needed me to live, he kissed me like he cared about me just as much as I cared about him, he kissed me like I was his whole world in that moment, and I kissed him back the same way. When he finally broke the kiss, he rested his forehead against mine and closed his eyes, breathing hard. After a few seconds, he breathed out, “Thank you, Symon.” I didn’t even know what he was thanking me for because he’d kissed me senseless, so I just nodded.

  He smiled, pecked my lips, then backed away. “We better get out of here before Chief comes in here.”

  I nodded again, then took a deep breath and turned back to my locker, grabbing my uniform shirt and throwing it over my undershirt and suspenders. I grabbed my bag and put it over my shoulder as I buttoned up my shirt, then I looked at Tanner and said, “Ready?”