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  “Are you serious?”

  He nodded and looked across the room instead of at me. “Yeah. I don’t understand what the problem is. I keep asking her what’s wrong, but she won’t give me a straight answer. And…” He sighed. “I think she might be cheating on me.”

  I leaned forward, resting my elbows on the table. “Why would you think that?”

  “She’s been spending a lot more time at the dance studio, and she keeps canceling our dates at the last minute, and I dunno. I guess it’s just a feeling I’m getting, you know?” He looked at me.

  I didn’t know, but I still nodded my head. “I’m sorry, man. I know you really like her.”

  He huffed. “Thanks, Jax. I just wish she’d break it off with me if she really is seeing someone else, you know?” He scrubbed his hands over his face again, then rested his forehead on his folded arms on the table. “It’s frustrating.”

  I reached over and rubbed his upper back. “I’m sorry.”

  He sighed, then put his chin on his arm so he could still look at me without sitting up all the way. “Thanks. So how’s it going with Symon?”

  I smiled a little and accepted the subject change. “Things are great with him.”

  He eyed me for a minute. “You really like him, don’t you?”

  I nodded. “Yeah, I do.”

  He smiled. “That’s good, Jax. I’m happy for you.”

  “Thanks.”

  “Hey, guys,” Trent said as he popped his head into the breakroom. “Both your clients just walked in. You’re not on your lunch break, are you? I can take one of them if you’re eating.”

  “I’m good to go, Trent, but thanks.”

  Alex stood up. “I’m good, too.”

  Trent nodded. “Okay, I’ll finish checking them in, then send them back to you. Go back to the same studio you were in earlier so I don’t get you mixed up.” With that, the little ball of energy left.

  I shrugged a shoulder at Alex and grinned. “We should switch just to piss him off.”

  Alex chuckled. “You’re on.”

  When we walked past Trent to get to the studios, I tried to bite back a smile, but I didn’t think I succeeded because Trent said, “Nice try, guys.”

  Alex and I laughed our way into the studios we’d been in before our little break.

  I spent the rest of my shift excited for tonight. And a little nervous thinking about what the three of us needed to discuss. I’d have to talk to Sy by himself first, though. I couldn’t just put him on the spot like that, in case this wasn’t something he wanted to pursue. But I hoped he’d want to give it a try.

  Symon

  When our shift finally ended, Tanner followed me back to Jax’s house. I almost suggested that we just drive together since we were going to the same place, and we’d be coming back to the station after tomorrow, anyway, but then I felt weird and uncomfortable about it. Plus, I wasn’t sure how he’d feel about everyone finding out we spent the night together a few times a week. I wasn’t sure how I felt about that either. All of our coworkers knew we were friends, and they knew I had a boyfriend, so it would be really awkward. What would I say? Yeah, I brought Tanner to my boyfriend’s house so we could play with him? Yeah, no thanks, way too awkward and weird. People would be judgey and rude, and it just wasn’t worth the headache.

  When I parked and got out of my car, Tanner did the same and he smiled brightly at me. Seeing that smile on his face made me want to kiss those soft lips, and suddenly, I couldn’t wait to get him inside. I’d been dying to kiss him all day.

  I grabbed his hand and pulled him quickly into the building and up the stairs, then knocked on Jax’s door. As soon as Jax opened the door, I stepped into his space, grabbed the back of his neck and pulled him down to kiss me. He made a weird noise of surprise against my lips before he settled into me and wrapped his arms around my waist. When I started backing him up into the apartment, I realized I was still holding Tanner’s hand, so I pulled him in behind me. I heard the door shut—Tanner probably closed it—and I muttered into Jax’s mouth, “Hey, Romeo.”

  He moaned a little and mumbled back, “Hi, pumpkin.”

  I kissed him hard for another minute, brushing my tongue against his and eating up the small moans coming from his mouth as his hands roamed all over my body. But I never let go of Tanner’s hand. I pulled him closer, trying to get him involved, but for some reason, he was only standing beside me. So I broke my kiss with Jax and turned toward Tanner. He had this look on his face like he was unsure, and in awe, at the same time. I’d never seen him look like that, and I wasn’t sure I liked it. I wanted him to be happy and to feel good.

  So I dropped his hand and grabbed his shoulders to pull him closer to me. Then I ran my hands up his neck and into his hair as I pulled him down. I stared into his eyes as I gently brushed my lips against his. His soft, brown eyes fluttered shut, and I pressed my lips harder against his. He whimpered, and I stepped closer to him so my whole body was flush to his. Jax had his hands on my waist as he stepped up behind me and pushed against me. I loved being squished between them. It was probably my favorite place to be. But for some reason, Jax moved away again, but I was so focused on Tanner, I didn’t see what Jax was doing.

  Tanner slowly melted against me and wrapped his arms around, hugging me to him. He kissed me slowly and gently. He kissed me completely breathless and didn’t stop. It was like his kiss was so much more than just physical. It was like he was kissing me with emotion. He kissed me with so much tenderness that it made me want to cry.

  The eagerness of getting him and Jax naked faded away as I ate up all of his emotions in that kiss. I wanted him to feel how much I cared about him, too. So I tried to send everything he was giving me back to him. My fingers gently ran through his hair, and he slowly caressed my back. His tongue gently danced with mine, and I felt like I could melt into that kiss and stay there forever.

  Jax

  Seeing the way Symon and Tanner were kissing each other made me wish that I was a part of their kiss, too. There was no question in my mind that they had feelings for one another. As I thought about what that meant, I realized that I really was okay with it—it was what I’d been thinking about, what I’d been hoping for, right? I was okay with it because it was Symon and Tanner. If Sy felt that way about anyone else, there was no way I’d be okay with it. I’d want to kick the other guy’s ass. But with Tanner and Sy kissing, all I wanted to do was wrap them both up in my arms and hold them tight. I wanted to show them that I cared about them both, too. I wasn’t sure exactly how I felt about Tanner yet, but I knew I still cared about him. I had never stopped caring. I knew I never would.

  When they finally broke their kiss, they rested their foreheads against each other and stared at one another. I gave them a few seconds before I walked over and put one hand on each of their necks, then I leaned in and kissed Sy’s cheek, then kissed Tanner’s. Tanner was so surprised that he lifted his head from Symon’s and looked at me with wide eyes. I guess it was true that I hadn’t been sharing tender kisses and touches like that with him. I’d been trying to protect myself by keeping every touch purposeful. I only kissed him at all because, well, because I’d missed him, and I loved the way he made me feel when he kissed me. But other than a few short kisses here and there, I’d only been touching him with the purpose of getting the three of us off.

  I sent him a little smile and whispered, “Hey, guys.”

  Symon was looking back and forth between the two of us, but he asked, “Are you okay?”

  I nodded. “I’m good.” I sent him a smile and ran my hand into his hair, then kissed his temple.

  Tanner still looked a little stunned, so he didn’t say anything. For some reason, the face he was making made me want to kiss him, so I sent Sy a little smile, then stepped between them and cupped Tanner’s cheeks as I pulled him down to kiss me. I didn’t kiss him like I usually did. I kissed him the same way I kissed Symon. I kissed him fiercely, but gently. I kissed him deep
ly, but softly. And as I kissed him, Tanner’s chin trembled a little, and I knew that he was having a hard time keeping his emotions at bay. Normally, that’d be a sign for me to stop kissing him, but I didn’t want to. I wanted to push past all the unwelcome memories that tended to pop up every time I kissed him. I wanted to get over this hump and focus on the here and now instead of the past. I wanted to push past it.

  Slowly, Tanner lifted his hands and cupped my cheeks, too, and I knew he felt the same way. I hadn’t been ready before, but I was ready now. So I kissed him harder and stepped into his space.

  Tanner and I molded together as close as we could possibly get as we continued our kiss. After a few minutes, I felt Symon’s hands on my back, and I suddenly had to taste him. I broke my kiss with Tanner, looked into his eyes for a few seconds, then turned to Symon and pulled him into another kiss. God, I’d missed him today. I wanted to just eat him up.

  I pulled him closer, then reached down and picked him up. He didn’t break our kiss, he simply wrapped his arms and legs around me so I could carry him. I broke our kiss long enough to say, “Let’s take this into the bedroom.” It was pretty clear that all three of us wanted to get naked, so the discussion I wanted to have would have to wait. I still needed to talk to Symon about it first, anyway.

  I carried my boyfriend into my bedroom and could feel Tanner’s presence behind me. As soon as all three of us were inside, I set Sy on his feet and said to both of them, “Strip.”

  Tanner and Symon exchanged a look before both of them took their clothes off down to their underwear. Sy said, “What about you?”

  I grinned at him. “Not until you’re both completely naked.”

  Symon rolled his eyes before pulling his briefs off. He’d come pretty far in terms of his shyness in the bedroom. When we’d started doing this with Tanner, Sy had been pretty shy and uncomfortable with being naked in front of him, or rather just standing naked in front of him. But if he’d been too busy to think about it, he’d been fine. Now he was unashamed, and I fucking loved it. I was happy that he was so comfortable around us.

  Sy and I both looked at Tanner, and after a few seconds of hesitation, he pulled off his boxers. I grinned at them, then walked over to Symon and slowly walked him backward to the wall before I kissed the hell out of him. I reached a hand behind me and was grateful when Tanner walked over and took it. Then I broke my kiss with Sy and backed away so I could push Tanner until he took my place.

  I backed away and sat down in the seat in the corner and watched them together. They were both so gorgeous, which meant they were just beautiful and sexy as hell together. Symon rutted against Tanner and they both moaned into each other’s mouths. Tanner ran his hands over Symon’s skin, up his sides, over his belly, on his chest, down his back. Sy held onto Tanner’s shoulders as Tanner squeezed Sy’s ass, and they rocked their hips together. The sight was making my cock hard as steel and leaking in my pants. I unbuttoned my jeans and pulled my cock out. I sighed in relief once it wasn’t pushing against my zipper anymore.

  I watched the beautiful display in front of me and did slow drags of my cock, shivering and becoming harder and more turned on by the second.

  Tanner started kissing down Symon’s neck and chest, and Sy looked over at me and breathlessly asked, “Are you just going to watch?”

  “For now.” I grinned at him and he nodded, then threw his head back and moaned as Tanner sucked on his nipple.

  I reached over into the nightstand drawer and pulled out the lube, pouring some onto my aching cock, then I closed the lid and slid it across the floor over to my boyfriend and Tanner.

  Tanner immediately dropped to his knees, took Symon’s dick into his mouth and grabbed the lube in one swift motion. Sy moaned out, “Oh fuck, Tan.”

  Tanner looked up at Symon, but didn’t let go of his cock. Tan bobbed up and down while running one hand over Sy’s belly and chest, using the other hand to reach behind and play with Sy’s hole. Symon threw his head back again and held onto Tanner’s shoulder while running his fingers through his hair with his free hand. Symon’s skin was flush from his cheeks down his neck and onto his chest. Even from where I sat, I could see some of his freckles. I wanted to lick them. But I also wanted to watch the two of them together.

  “Tanner.” Symon was breathless. “Stop… gonna make me come.”

  Tanner moaned a little and nodded without letting go of Sy’s cock.

  “Don’t wanna… come yet.” Sy pushed Tanner’s shoulder.

  Tan finally pulled off and looked up at my boyfriend. “What do you want, angel?”

  My heart did a little weird lurch at hearing the endearment, but Symon didn’t seem surprised, he simply cupped Tanner’s cheek and leaned down to kiss him. Their kiss started out slow, then suddenly became fevered as Tanner stood and pressed himself against Symon. They were desperate for each other; I could feel their emotions from here. And I loved watching them. I was going to get up and join them, but sitting back and watching had me ready to explode already, so I decided to stay where I was.

  “Get on the bed,” I croaked out, my voice husky with lust.

  They broke their kiss and looked at me. Symon eyed me. “Aren’t you coming?”

  I shook my head. “I want to watch.”

  Something flashed in Tanner’s eyes, but he looked away from me before I could decipher it. Symon kissed Tanner’s chest, then looked back at me. “At least get naked, Romeo.”

  I grinned at him. He didn’t like following orders. “Only if you get on the bed with him.” I nodded toward Tanner.

  Symon smiled and shook his head and rolled his eyes at me, then put his hand on Tanner’s chest and looked up at him. He started walking Tanner backward toward the bed. “I want you inside of me. Can you do that for me, big guy?”

  Tanner looked at me with a question in his eyes, so I smiled softly and nodded. Tanner cupped Symon’s head and leaned down, whispering something against his lips before kissing him hard. The back of Tanner’s knees hit the bed, so he sat and Sy climbed on top of him, pushing Tanner flat. From where I was sitting, I had the perfect view of Sy’s ass.

  I stood up and undressed, then walked over to grab the lube from the floor. I threw it on the bed, then grabbed a condom for Tanner and threw that beside him before sitting back on the chair to watch.

  Symon put the bottle of lube in Tanner’s hand, giving the clear message that he wanted him to finish opening him up. Sy kissed and licked Tanner’s neck and chest as Tanner squirted some lube on his fingers and pressed two fingers into Sy’s entrance. I stifled a groan, grabbing my cock and pumping it again as my eyes locked on Tanner’s fingers fucking Symon’s ass. A little thrill went through me thinking about watching Tanner fuck him.

  Symon

  Everything Tanner was doing to me felt amazing. I met his lips with my own, and my whole chest filled with warmth. I cared so much about him, and I never wanted to stop kissing him. Knowing that Jax was sitting a few feet away watching us made me even more hot and bothered than I already was. I never would’ve imagined that I’d like being watched, but I had to admit that it was exhilarating.

  Tanner added a third finger in my ass, and I moaned. He groaned into my mouth a little, and I smiled against his lips. I wanted to give Jax a show, so I started rocking back and forth on Tanner’s fingers, arching my back. Jax groaned and I grinned.

  When I needed more, I broke our kiss and sat up, grabbing the condom. As I rolled it onto Tanner’s cock, I looked over my shoulder at Jax and he winked at me. I shot him a smile, then looked back at Tanner. The expression on Tanner’s face was a little off, so I ran my fingers through his hair and leaned back down to kiss his lips and whispered, “Is something wrong?”

  He brushed the hair off my forehead. “No, nothing’s wrong, angel.” Why he kept calling me that, I didn’t know, but I sorta really loved it. He grabbed my hips and held me as he scooted on the bed so we were perpendicular to Jax, and Tan’s legs were up on the bed now. Then he pu
lled me down to kiss me as he lined his cock up with my hole. I pushed back and whimpered when the head of his cock broke through. He felt so damn good, making me so full already. I kept pushing, determined to take all of him in. Once he was fully seated, I kissed him and waited a few seconds to adjust. Then I sat up and started riding him. Tanner held onto my hips and watched me. I looked over at Jax, and the look on his face sent a rush through me. It looked like he was enjoying this as much as I was. He and I locked eyes for a minute while I rode Tanner and he jacked himself. He was stunning and sexy sitting there naked with his cock in his hand watching my every move.

  Tanner shifted under me and hit my prostate, making me slam my eyes shut, throw my head back and moan loudly. He hit that sweet spot over and over until I was fighting my release.

  I opened my eyes to look at Tanner, and he was staring right back. He looked like he was getting close, but he also looked… vulnerable. So I slowed down a little and leaned forward to kiss him. He gently kissed me back and ran his hands over my back, then pulled me closer to him as he kissed me deeply. His arms wrapped around me as he held me tight, and in that moment, I knew I meant something to him. I could feel it in the way he kissed me.

  Suddenly, instead of feeling like my cock was going to explode, I felt like my heart might. I indulged in that feeling for a few seconds, then broke the kiss and looked across the room to Jax. My boyfriend smiled at me and nodded. He was giving me permission to continue this… whatever it was with Tanner. He was okay with this… connection I had with Tanner, and I wanted to explore it. I felt like I needed Tanner as much as I needed Jax. I didn’t know when that happened, but it did. My heart was reaching out for Tanner, and I couldn’t ignore it anymore.

  Tanner ran his hands through my hair as he stared up at me and slowly leaned up to kiss me again. As we kissed, he rolled me onto my back so he was over top of me, and I found myself holding on to him like I was afraid he might let go. I wanted him over me, covering every inch of me; I wanted his mouth on my mouth.