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  Jax made eye contact with me over Symon’s shoulder and I nodded at him. He smirked with one side of his mouth lifting up, then closed his eyes and nibbled on Symon’s ear a little before whispering something too quiet for me to hear even though I was standing right there. Symon nodded in answer and Jax looked at me with a nod.

  Symon surprised the hell out of me when he grabbed my hand and pulled me down the small hall. Jax stayed plastered to Symon’s back for the short walk with me right behind him, and Symon’s arm reached back to pull me along. Once we were in the bedroom, Jax immediately took Symon’s shirt off, then his own before looking at me and grabbing the hem of my shirt. “Yours too.” Wow, Jax has so many tattoos. I’d seen them on his arm before, but hot damn, he was covered in them.

  I pulled my shirt over my head and flicked off the overhead light. There was a light in the hall, so we could still see, I just didn’t want a bright light shining on me and all of my scars.

  Jax walked over to me and gently touched my side. “What the hell happened to you, Tan?”

  “Explosion.” I shrugged. I couldn’t really say more than that, didn’t want to.

  Jax looked up at me and cupped my cheek for a few seconds, staring me in the eyes again. I was glad that he wasn’t going to make a big deal out of it. He leaned in and kissed the corner of my mouth before dropping his hand and grabbing Symon’s wrist. Jax pulled Symon until he was between us, this time with Symon’s back to my chest, our bare skin rubbing together.

  Jax pushed against Symon’s front so he was smooshed between us, and Jax wrapped his arm around us both to pull me closer. He started rubbing my back while he kissed, licked, and nipped Symon’s neck and shoulder. Whenever Jax’s hand brushed over the scars on the right side of my body, I shivered. Some places were numb, so I couldn’t feel it, other places were oversensitive, and some just felt odd. But having Jax rub over my skin indiscriminately made me feel… wanted, which was a feeling I hadn’t felt since before the accident. I ran my hands over both their skin, and in their hair, and slowly, Jax ran his hand over my ass, giving it a squeeze that made me moan into Symon’s shoulder. Then Jax pushed his hand in my pants and kneaded my ass cheek while Symon pushed his perfect little ass against my cock.

  I could see Jax unbuttoning Symon’s pants with one hand while he brushed his finger over my hole. Jax leaned over Symon’s shoulder and kissed me deeply, and I groaned into his mouth. God, he felt so good. Just like he always had. He broke the kiss and immediately started devouring Symon’s mouth.

  I reached around and put my hands on Symon’s hips and slipped them into his pants, seeking out his erection. Jax removed both his hands, but only so he could pull his pants down and off, so I pulled down Symon’s before removing my own. By the time I stood up from taking off my shoes and everything else, Jax had Symon’s head cupped, kissing him deeply again as they rutted together. When I stood there for less than ten seconds, Jax put his arm out in invitation, so I stepped closer to them. Symon broke their kiss and turned to me, grabbed my face and pulled me in to kiss me before he started making his way down my body.

  Jax stepped to the side of us while Symon and I rutted against each other and Jax whispered, “I want Tanner to fuck you, Sy.” Symon whimpered and sucked on my nipple in response. “While I fuck Tanner.” Jax looked at me, and I groaned and closed my eyes, already imagining the feeling.

  Symon leaned over and kissed Jax hard on the lips, so I assumed he was on board with this plan. When they broke their kiss, Jax whispered, “Let me get you ready for Tanner’s big fat cock, okay?” Symon nodded. “Can you prep Tanner for me while I suck you?” Symon moaned but nodded.

  I walked him backward until he hit the bed and Jax said to him, “Lay on your back.” Symon listened, then Jax grabbed Symon’s legs and pulled him until his ass was hanging off the bed a little. Jax knelt on the floor in front of his boyfriend, then looked at me and pointed at the nightstand. “Condoms and lube.”

  I nodded and grabbed two condoms and the big bottle of lube, dropping them on the bed.

  As Jax lubed up his fingers, he nodded to the head of the bed. “Get up there, Tan. Sy will suck your cock while he preps you for me.” Jax looked at Symon. “Is that okay with you?”

  Symon groaned. “Hell, yes.”

  I smiled at that and climbed on the bed so my cock was near Symon’s face. He immediately wrapped his hand around my cock and put his other hand on my ass, pulling me closer to him. Jax had his mouth on Symon’s dick, and even though I couldn’t see it, I could tell that he’d already buried a finger in his ass.

  Symon gave my cock a tentative lick and smiled shyly up at me, but then he encouraged me to scoot closer to him. I grabbed a pillow and put it under Symon’s head and he whispered, “Thank you,” right before he sucked my dick into his mouth. He licked and sucked and used his hands on my balls for a few minutes of pure pleasure, but then he let go of me and looked at Jax, breathlessly saying, “I need… the lube.”

  Jax passed it to him with a smile, and he let go of Symon’s dick long enough to say to him, “You’re beautiful like this, pumpkin.”

  Symon smiled shyly and the sight shot a spike of longing through my chest. I wished he would smile like that at me, I wished they both would. As Symon went back to sucking my cock and he pressed his lubed-up finger into my hole, I pushed the longing away and focused on how good he was making me feel. If this was all I’d have of them, I’d take it and it would be enough.

  It’d have to be enough.

  Symon

  Oh my god, I’m gonna die from all the stimulation. Feeling Jax’s fingers in my ass and his mouth on my cock was enough to make me explode, but now I had Tanner’s cock in my mouth and my fingers in his ass, too. And when Tanner leaned forward over top of me, using one hand to rub my skin and nipples, holy fucking hell. They were going to kill me.

  When I felt like I was about to lose control, I pushed Tanner a little, and he immediately sat up all the way, looking at me with concern. Then I pushed Jax’s shoulder and said, “Stop or I’m gonna come, and I don’t want to yet.” My voice was hoarse and sounded nothing like it usually did.

  Tanner gently rubbed my jaw and neck, making me close my eyes as he whispered, “I’m ready too.”

  All three of us moved around, and I got onto my hands and knees on the bed. When Tanner came up behind me and brushed his sheathed cock over my hole, I shivered. Jax leaned over the bed and grabbed my chin so he could kiss me deeply and whisper, “Are you sure you’re still okay?”

  “Better than.” I kissed his lips again and he smiled at me, then looked at Tanner and nodded.

  Tanner said, “Ready, Sy?” Hearing him call me Sy for the first time made me smile.

  “I’m ready, Tanner.”

  He pushed and I bore down on him, both of us grunting and groaning. Jax walked over and kissed Tanner while he ran his hands over my back, and I gently pushed until Tanner was all the way inside me. We both held still and Jax came back over to kiss me, running his hands through my hair and over my shoulders, being so tender. At the same time, Tanner rubbed his hands over my ass and hips. When I felt like I was relaxed enough, I pressed back on Tanner and he slowly pulled out, then just as slowly pressed back in, making us both groan. He did a few slow thrusts before stilling again. I groaned at him, then I whimpered at Jax when he moved away, taking his delicious mouth with him.

  Jax leaned in and kissed me again as he whispered, “I know, pumpkin. Are you still okay with me fucking Tanner at the same time?”

  I groaned. “Yes, god, please just hurry up. I need him to move.”

  Jax and Tanner both chuckled, but my boyfriend kissed my forehead, then walked back around behind Tanner. I looked over my shoulder and watched as Jax gave Tanner a lingering kiss. I expected to feel jealousy at seeing them together, but they’d both been including me the entire time, and I hadn’t once felt like I was the third wheel in this scenario. In fact, I didn’t think any of us were.

  Tan
ner kept his hands on my hips, keeping me still while Jax slowly entered him. I felt Tanner’s muscles tense up, but then he slowly relaxed and after a couple of minutes, Jax stopped moving, obviously fully inside Tanner. We held still while Tanner adjusted, but then he pulled himself out of me a little and thrust back in slowly, making all three of us moan together.

  I looked over my shoulder to see that Tanner was the one doing the most moving, fucking into me on every forward thrust and fucking himself back onto Jax with every backward thrust. The sight was breathtaking and made my lust spike even higher. I felt hands moving over my ass and lower back, and when Tanner really started pounding into me, I had to lean down on my elbows to offer some resistance. His cock glided over my prostate and I bucked beneath him. All three of us started pounding into each other, all of us groaning, grunting, and moaning. Knowing that Jax was behind Tanner, fucking him, knowing that some of the powerful thrust were coming all the way from him, made everything all the better.

  Tanner moaned. “I’m not gonna last.”

  “Me either,” Jax breathed out.

  I reached under myself and started jerking my cock in time with Tanner’s thrusts and before I knew it, I felt like I was exploding in a sea of bliss. I shot my load onto Jax’s bedspread as I quivered and tightened around Tanner’s fat cock. A moment later, I heard Tanner, then Jax both groaning, and they stilled behind me as they, too, came.

  My whole body was so worn out that I started to collapse, but Tanner caught me in his strong arms and pulled me up so I could lean back on his chest. I felt him kiss my shoulder as he wrapped me in his arms. Jax’s hands gripped my waist, and the three of us stayed still for a few minutes.

  Jax whispered, “We need to clean up.”

  I nodded, but didn’t make a move. A second later, I heard Jax moving behind me and Tanner flinched a little, so I asked, “You okay?”

  “Yeah,” he said with a gruff voice. “It’s just been a while for me.”

  I nodded, figuring Jax had pulled himself out of Tanner and that it probably stung. I saw Jax walk to the little wastebasket and get rid of his condom, then he looked at me and smiled, looking a little unsure. I smiled back, hoping to reassure him that I was fine. The tension eased from his muscles, and he blew out a breath before saying, “Can I grab the bedspread? Then we can all lay down, if you guys want.”

  Tanner kissed the side of my neck, then slowly pulled out of me. I frowned at the very slight sting, then stepped off the bed while Tanner tied and threw away his condom. Jax and I pulled off the bedspread, and I used it to wipe myself off. The sheets underneath were fine, so Jax grabbed a clean comforter from his closet and threw it on the bed.

  When he was done, I walked over to him and wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him in for a slow, long kiss. We came up for air and he whispered, “Are you okay?”

  I nodded. “I’m good. Are you?”

  He smiled. “I’m perfect.” He pecked my lips and went to step away, but I held him tight, and he gave me a questioning look.

  I whispered, “Do you want to ask Tanner to stay the night?”

  He leaned back and looked at me with a furrowed brow. “Do you?”

  I bit my lip and glanced away for a moment before looking into his green eyes again and nodding. He smiled and pecked my lips before letting go and turning around.

  I frowned at Tanner on the other side of the room because he was half-dressed already. Jax cleared his throat and asked him, “Would you like to stay tonight?”

  Tanner froze with his shirt halfway over his head. He pulled it off and looked at us. “Really?” Jax and I both nodded and Tanner stared at me. “You sure you’re okay with that?”

  I nodded. “Yes.”

  Jax added, “It was his idea.”

  Tanner smiled widely. “I’d love to.”

  A few minutes later, I found myself tucked between two of the sexiest men I’d ever seen in my life, and I slept like the dead.

  Chapter Nine

  Jax

  Waking up in bed with both Symon and Tanner was almost perfect, if I could forget about how badly Tanner had burned me the last time we’d found ourselves here. But I didn’t want to think about that. I wanted to concentrate on my amazing boyfriend that was snuggled into my chest and the amazing sex we’d had last night. I hadn’t thought I’d feel all those emotions coming up in me when I’d kissed Tanner for the first time in five years, but it was like my body remembered him. And it sucked. I wanted to concentrate on Symon.

  He’d been so beautiful last night when he was lying on the bed letting me open him up and suck him down while he was doing the same to Tanner. Sy had been flushed and sweaty and looked so at peace with everything, he’d been gorgeous. He was always gorgeous and just so damn sweet that I wanted to protect him from anything and everything.

  I squeezed Symon tight—I was on my back with him half-on top of me—and he nuzzled into my chest. His small movements seemed to make Tanner stir because he wiggled his face into the back of Symon’s neck farther than he’d been, and his arm and leg swung over both of us, connecting all three of us together.

  I rubbed Symon’s arm with one hand, then used my other to gently run my fingertips down Tanner’s back and over his scars. God, he had so many scars. The whole right side of his body looked like the skin had melted—which it probably had—but there were some places that looked like netting, I guess from skin grafts. I couldn’t even imagine how painful it had been. He’d been in an explosion. A fucking explosion. He was lucky to be alive. We were lucky to have him here with us.

  I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. My heart was aching for what could have been. It would probably always ache for Tanner. But it was also singing for what I was developing with Symon. It felt like it grew every day I spent with him. But it was like my heart couldn’t help but wonder what it would be like if I had the two of them. Not just for sex, though that too, but for companionship, for love. What would it be like if the three of us were in a relationship together?

  How many times had I wished to find a guy that would want a third? How many times had I dreamed about being a part of a throuple? How many times had I dreamed about being in a relationship with Symon and Tanner, all three of us equal, all three of us together?

  Tanner started to move again, and he moaned a little into Symon’s neck, then looked up at me with a lazy smile. “Hey.”

  “Hey.” I smiled back and ran my hand through his hair, then closed my eyes and kissed the top of Symon’s head.

  Tanner’s voice caught my attention. “He’s so beautiful, isn’t he?”

  I opened my eyes again to see Tanner running his fingertips lightly over Symon’s back. I whispered, “He is.”

  Tanner looked at me with a sad smile. “You’re lucky to have him, Jax. I’m glad you found someone that cares about you so much.”

  My heart fluttered in my chest. “Thank you.” We fell silent and I watched him continue to gently run his fingers over Symon’s skin on his shoulder and upper back. For some reason, I felt like I needed to come clean, so I said, “That night we ran into each other?” Tanner looked at me, but didn’t interrupt. “At the bar, when I saw you, I sort of… panicked. Symon and I had been chatting, I was trying to pick him up, but then I saw you and I was… scared. I asked Symon to pretend to be my boyfriend, but I’d only just met him. Well, really, I’d run into him a couple times that week. Those stories about me almost running him over? They’re all true. But we didn’t start dating until after that night in the bar.”

  After a few seconds, Tanner whispered, “Symon told me.”

  “What?”

  “He told me that a couple weeks ago. I asked him how long you two have been together, and he ended up telling me the truth because he didn’t want to lie to me.”

  I chewed on my cheek for a few minutes. Why hadn’t Symon told me he’d told Tanner? I wouldn’t have been mad. I don’t think, anyway.

  Symon wiggled and rested his chin on my chest, look
ing at me and blinking himself awake. “I’m sorry. I forgot to tell you. That day… that was when we got called in to that fire, and I saw those burned kids, and dead dogs and cats. I just… I completely forgot.”

  I squeezed him and kissed his forehead. “It’s okay.” And it was. I knew he didn’t mean anything by it. He wasn’t mean or malicious like that.

  Symon reached up and ran his fingers through my hair. “Sorry, Romeo,” he whispered and my chest fluttered. I smiled widely as I realized he’d finally used a pet name for me. Well, he’d called me Romeo once before, but he never seemed that comfortable using a nickname before now.

  I ran my thumb over his cheek. “It’s okay, pumpkin.”

  He turned his head and kissed my palm, then looked over at Tanner with a shy smile and whispered, “Hi, Tanner.”

  Tanner smiled softly at him. “Hi, Sy.”

  Symon turned his face into my chest, but not before I saw how flushed his cheeks were. I grinned and kissed the top of his head. How was he always so adorable? I ran my fingers through Sy’s hair and looked over at Tanner. “Thanks for coming over last night, Tan.”

  He smiled a little and nodded. “I’ll get out of your hair, but is it okay if I use your bathroom first?”

  He started to get up, and I reached out to grab his arm and stop him. “I didn’t mean it like that. Don’t leave yet, at least let me make you some breakfast.”

  He eyed me for a moment, and Symon turned his head to look at him. “Don’t go. You know Jax makes good eggs.”

  Tanner shot him a smirk. “Okay, just… tell me when you guys are ready for me to leave, okay?”

  “Sure.”

  “Okay,” Symon said quietly. His cheeks were still red, and I couldn’t help but love how he could be so damn shy one second and bossy the next. Symon must’ve felt my eyes on him because he turned his head to me. “What?”

  I snorted out a laugh. “Nothing. I was just admiring my boyfriend’s sexy freckles.”

  “Ugh.” He put his face in my chest again. “They’re not sexy; they’re gross.”